This post i am writing for Madhu......here is what i feel about experiences and relationships in life...i wrote this long time back but most of it still holds true for me..
Sometimes i wish that it would be nice if i could form personal relationships more easily....if i could slip in and out of them the way other people do...see world in other colors other then black and white...not to give everything and expect the world from other person...I wish i would learn how to hold back and not hurt so deeply at the broken promises and relationships.Every failed relationship has taken its pound of flesh when it ended but i have come out stronger.
The wounds have been healed by time but i want marks to be there. I want to remember i have been hurt and how i dealt with it. I have lived those parts of my life why would i want it erased from my memory? It is part of me...my identity--that is composed of a hundred thousand mosaic tiles of inicidents and memories and yet is unitary--Something that made me what i am today :-)
Confession---This was written long time back....i am proud to announce that now i have developed more forgiving vision...i do see world in grey too.